Been meaning to update just never really felt the urge to. Life's been a little busy for me. Been trying to catch up with lots of people whom i haven't spoken to in ages. Relationship wise, Sean and i can't seem to stop arguing. Though they're petty arguements but i'm tired of fighting over trivial things we should have hurdled by now. I told him when i go next year, i doubt i still want to continue. Reasons not that i need a new life or boyfriend, its just that if we can't hurdle the simplest of things when i'm around, wouldn't the distance define a break up? Its so tedious when thoughts like these keep doing somersaults in my mind. I bring up the word break up so often those two words don't hold a significance anymore. Its not that i don't love him, i'm simply tired. I can't fight him like how i used to. Everytime we get in to a fight now, i give up half way through because i tell myself, "why do i have to keep explaining the same thing over and over again? Doesn't he already get it?" It seems things will never change. Everytime i'm right, it feeds me with all the more motivation and inches me towards a decision i've been trying to fight all these years.
Is it worth it? y/n?
Will update with pictures l8r.
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